Today wasn't a good day at all. I felt angry most of the day and often wonder if God is punishing me by letting me to live in this country I cannot longer tolerate. Don't come with your stupidity telling me how great Trinidad and Tobago is and you're live thousands of miles away enjoying your North American or European lifestyle! If is so great, then COME AND LIVE HERE otherwise just shut up! You're making yourself look like a fool.

Crime is at the worst case I have ever seen, 70% increase from last year. Basic things like health institutions are a problem, dirtiness all over the place, and people who are just so laid back and wont mind to eat a mango for dinner and try to pick another one for lunch tomorrow. I'm at the top of my stress right now. I spend most of my days inside my place because I cannot longer tolerate "socializing" with a group of people I am just NOT interested.

I cannot wait to get out of here and as every minute passes it's torture eating me inside. How in the world did I end up here!?? Don't ask. I don't even know.